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            The eyes of Miss"L", were looking in the eyes of Mme"C", some secret words ,were between them ,as a messages have been written inside their minds,it has written in these messages,"thus God accepted the prayer ".Mme "C" with her lovely smile ,said to Miss "L" ,"and so I can visit you in the future ,by the help of "K","and added "his unexpected project helped us, both in solving the problem of your transport means now ,and my future problem to find my way to your house" .So the light anxiety of the early morning ,have departed from their souls , both of them was glade, for the good surprise of Mr"K" and his wife .                                                                                                     After the breakfast ,the chef came in ,with Mr."K" and Mme "V" ,all of them co operated with Miss "L" ,to carry the baggages ,and put it in the car, there were a good place for Miss "L",with her dog ,behind the seat of Mr."K" and his wife,the three departed persons saluted the palace habitants, and said to them good bye, .then the car moved towards the rocky entrance, between the flowers of the autumn ,a last photos came to the eyes of Miss"L", to attach it in her memory, with a memory of  happy days of her visit . her mind worked some minuets ,to tell her how the sharing of the other human persons, are urgent to let the life pass smoothly ,as a love story . but she began to think about her awaiting duties at home .      Mme "K" ,"J" announced another surprise, which cut the thoughts of Miss "L" , she told her that the wife of the pastor has come,yesterday, and they were celebrating her coming, in the church, she sent with her a message, it was that ,she would come with her husband ,to visit her at her house , and because she knew that Mr."K" will visit her house ,with her, to make some business projects,she asked her to write, to the pastor to know the address, in order to find a suitable time for that visit ,  OH lovely "S" ." , Miss "L" shouted with exclamation ,some silent minuets, but it were not silent indeed, because the mind of Miss"L" was in a real argument .  She remembered "S" very well , she was the second friend of her, before she has married , she blamed herself because she did not ask for her, before the pastor,her husband .Of course she spoke with the pastor's daughter about "S", the mother of the girl , she remembered how she told her ,that her mother was one of her friends ,but why she forgot her before the pastor?? , she was really thanked God, for the love and the kindness of her friend "S" ,which made her declared her friendly emotions ,she must write a message to her ,after her arrival directly ,                                                                                                                           Her thoughts were cut again ,by Mr. "K", he asked her if she knew Mr."P" !!  the artist who have designed  the successful project, at the main square of his country !!! .    With a big surprise she replayed him, he is her neighbor, the father of the child "R"  ,.how did the relations between the persons in the human society, looks like a tall piece of clothes ,every part of it, connected with the other parts, through some real connections .                                                                                                  She told him, that she has known his wife, and if he wanted to meet him ,they must reach his house first ,before her house, to tell his wife ,to find with him an appointed time, to meet together ,Mr "K" told her with  laughing ,that he has sent him an appointed time ,in his message to him, and he will meet him after six hours . They entered the town Miss"L" asked Mr "K" to stop for sometime,before a super market, where she entered and returned after some minuets, carrying two small bags in her hands,  and a small boy followed her, with another, she find them a place beside her , and thanked the boy ,who returned to the super market .                                                  At last they reached the house of Miss"L" ,she opened the gate ,and the door of the house,the dog was before her running, to find his favorite places, under the trees , but he was also the first, who  entered the house , she welcomed Mr."K", and his wife, inviting them to take their rest at her house , and to take with her, the lunch ,to begin a new real stage in her life .                                                                                                                        and follows        Rev. Joseph

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           The modern man ,has neglected the language of the eyes ,the language of the tongues urged him, to forget  the older pure language of the eyes , our Lord Jesus Christ remembered it many times,"Matthew 6.22 ,23 thine eye be single(or) thine eye be evil,or in 7.4,5 etc," .The two women were passing their times, the rest of the week, in walking in the palace's surrounded area , talking with each other,their beautiful eyes urged every one of them, to speak to her partner along her eyes, it was a true trusted way, to reach the reality .                                               Mme "C" discovered that ,her fault was ,when she has forgotten all the relations, between her and the out doors community, where she must share, and be active with its development .She found that her duty was, to take care of her family only , when her husband dead, and her son married ,she found no real relations ,with her new world, therefor she felt loneliness, In spite of Miss"L"'s past social history, she have found herself with her sister ,after the death of their fathers, searching with their mother, about another house far from their real house, sold the past ,and bought the new , their reasons were ,that the memory of their lovely father, may effect in their lovely mother ,and perhaps it might increase her sadness , at the new house they were conservative ,to some extend , their past life , has given their , a wrong conception , because the people were automatically , have built a relationship with them ,due to her father's position , they waited for them , but they did not make any active steps , that made the people escaped from doing any active relationships with them, her past nervous sister, urged the people also to avoid them .Their house with their father was a little church , full of life and sharing, but when the mother dead ,and her sister also dead in a horrible accident ,outside the house, she found herself no way ,she must live in loneliness , The two lonely women discovered their faults, while they were talking with each other , some comfort results was increasing ,day by day, until the last day, when Miss"L" was preparing her baggages again, to return ,they remembered their decisions to change their present loneliness, to be active in their human community, which surrounded them and prayed together , asking the help of God .   Mr "K" with his wife "J" came in, early in the morning, they have decided to visit Miss"L"'s country, to do some business , and to help her by the using of their car ,  it was a pleasant accident, to find herself cured, and healed from her bad illness, the loneliness .  Without any doubt ,God heard her voice ,when she asked him to help her, in finding a way to be active with the society , she would not search for a car after the breakfast, to find a kind driver who might accept to use his car, to help her to reach to her country, with her dog  , without any decent comment , like her last driver . . and follows                           Rev. Joseph

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   The pastor was discussing something with Mr "K" , Mme"C"'s son ,  while Miss"L" was going to the behind door, where the girl was with the swing . At noon, the sun was in the middle of the sky, a low swing consisted of one seat with umbrella,were there at your left hand, under the grades of the stairs, it was clear that its color was white in the past time, but the sun gave her some of her yellow rise .The girl was sitting ,trying to make it swing in the air for a moment, and took her rest for many other moments , Miss "L" knew that the girl haven't enough power to use it , so she helped her , the smile of the girl was a real prize ,which pleased Miss"L" very much , you can not find pleasure before trying to please the others  , it is the shorter way for happiness , she was speaking with the girl , and the girl liked much to speak with her , but the sound of the chef ,who was standing in the open door of the palace ,made her stop her helping to the girl ,to give her a chance to prepare herself for the lunch ,she waited ,to accompany her to the dining room , but the girl went automatically to sit down beside her father , who stood up after some minutes,to go to the bathroom with his daughter to wash his hands ,and so the girl did ,and returned with him, to sit between Miss"L" and her father, after a little words of welcoming, the pastor prayed and they all began to eat .   While they were eating Miss "L" remembered her intended questions, which were in her memory about the past history ,which she have missed in the life of the pastor ,after leaving her country,At their way she intended to ask him ,but then ,her desire began to vanish gradually ,her curiosity towards these personal informations lost  its interests ,the loneliness symptoms of the curiosity have been healed by the love for the group, and the love which was in her heart then towards other people in her memory , she thanked God for the love which he gave her to love the people as they are, not because of what they were ,or what they might be in their future ,If you loved the person because he was successful ,in fact ,you do not love him, but you love yourself ,because you want to be a friend of a successful person, to steal some of his greatness, to yourself in your imagination as you are a friend of a successful person,If you love a person because he will be successful ,you are a selfish person, who wants to gain something of this success ,which he will pay its price by his hard work ,if you love a person, because he is a person,who has now the present qualification to deal with him with love,that is the real humanly love,But God loved us without any qualifications in ourselves . The meal was finished, after thirty minuets the pastor and his daughter departed,after them Mr"K" and his wife"J" ,and again she remained with her friend ,in the palace ,but without a feeling of loneliness a new atmosphere ,or a new spirit were in their soul , but it changed their conceptions in concern of many things around them, The palace itself became their way to the freedom, which it was in the past the beautiful prison, for a lonely woman., it was the miracle of the increased area of love in their surrounded society ,                                                            and followed                                                                  Rev. Joseph .

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               The pastor's daughter looked like her neighbor's son "R", she was decent like him,she remembered how she was waiting any chance ,to find his ball in her garden ,or to meet him with his mother ,at many occasions ,on their way to their home . His mother and his father used to go to the church, and lift him in the church's school ,which always end after the meeting of the church ,the parents of the children ,usually wait for their children, but she used to return  in a hurry to her home . The pretty decent girl, were talking to Miss"L" ,all the time on their way to Mme"C" .  In spite of Miss"L"'s curiosity towards the pastor, she have decided while they were waiting for him ,with Mme"C" and her family , in her mind to know something about the last time , after his marriage and departure for the country ,with his wife, but the girl made her, forget her desire.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                            A sound of two dogs was the first sound ,which alert her ,to announce that they have reached , her motherly emotions awakened from his sleeping out of her soul , in spite of she did not marry ,and she could not bear a baby, if she married then, she left the pastor's car,thanked him, but waited the girl ,and catch her left hand by her right hand gently, as if she was her daughter ,and walked after the pastor, to enter the palace, and sat beside the girl in the hall ,with Mme"C''s family .           The feel of loneliness departed Miss"L", she felt that it departed forever, because of the great emotions of love, which exited from her heart,towards the group and the girl..     OH where was the girl ? she left the group and went directly, to a private place ,it was the old swing of Mme "C"'s son, which he was using it, while he was a child .Then she knew, why Mme"C" have invited the pastor with his daughter ,it was clear to her, that the girl used to visit this house with her father many times before.                                                                               Some words of welcoming have been said by Mme"C" ,and her son and his wife,to the pastor and Miss"L", but the pastor completed the welcoming task , by a short speech to welcome Miss "L", in his town ,and invite her to repeat it again, he was behaving with a great love, for his responsibility as a pastor , to welcome every guest, and invite him to the church .     It was pleasant to remember her father, and his pastoral visits to the people, sometimes he took her when she was a child, to visit with him , she remembered ,why he was allowing her to come with him , every time he have taken her with him ,because of the children who were in these houses ,she was playing with these children in the garden of their houses, to let the grown up people thinking ,and talking about their affairs,so the pastors girl did, but without a children mates .     At last ,Miss"L" felt her freedom from the prison, which she has prisoned herself inside its walls ,this prison was the prison of feeling loneliness, which she was the main director of its sad results , she decided to close this prison forever, by letting her good emotions, to flow like a flood to plant the children, of her church, to be a good mother for them ,during her task as a future master in the church's school ;and to open her house for the service of the church, like the house of her father from thirty years ago.      The Love is a kind of fresh sweet wind ,travels from one to another, It looks like the storm of the hate ,which passed from one to his society ,and destroy the whole community , but the love is able to build and establish a heavenly community , due to its heavenly nature, her eyes became as the eyes of a beautiful angel , the angelic scene of her eyes ,made her able to see the truth of her case ,.the love traveled from the heart of Miss"L" ,to the heart of Mme"C" ,who was also felt loneliness lately , to cut the low sounds of the members of the group ,who were busy in many couple whisper talking , to ask the Pastor, "please Reverend, can we invite the churches leaders, with their families, to pass their week end here, every week, to pray together and activate the social task of the church".         The pastor smiled and answered , " it is a great idea if they agreed,and great loving kindness of you, to open your palace for that kind of the church's social activities , but I think that they could not accept it every week , may be a week for the leaders of the church, and another for the new members, etc, but we wish to see Miss"L" with us next week" . .  Miss "L" answered quickly , no, thank you, I have some duties to do, at my house with my church                         and follows    Rev. Joseph

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              There were many rooms in a separate building, on the out yard of the church, in the front of one of them, Mme"C"'s son and his wife,the two composed a lovely small family,their figure made you recognize them, they were waiting , watching forward in the faces of the people. At last they have recognized Mme "C"'s face and shape ,and moved towards her, while Mme"C" and Miss"L" were moving towards them, they  met in the middle of the way ,saluted each other ,and returned to the same room, which they were standing in front of its door, it was the office of the pastor.   They entered  it, and waited some minutes, when the pastor came, he told them, that he would go with them to the palace of Mme "C", because she have invited him, and his small daughter ,to take the lunch with her, and her friend Miss"L" and her son with his wife,. All of them departed to complete their taking, in the palace,Mme"C"'s son Mr,"K" ,and his wife "J" invited the group to ride their car ,but the pastor said with smiling to them "you and your mother use your car, but me and my daughter and Miss"L" will follow you". all of them obeyed . The pastor went with Miss "L" to his car ,to find a little girl about six years old ,waiting in a car,when she observed her father with Miss"L", she left the car and walked to salute Miss"L", and welcomed her ,she had a lovely childish face, with a golden bight hair , you would like to speak with her, if  you saw her, so Miss "L" liked her very much , the pastor was waiting for them in the car, they moved ,but the road were more shorter than the road during the morning, were it shorter really ,or the lovely girl with her father ,obliged Miss"L" to forget the time, and the distance !!,Our senses leads us somtimes to some unreal facts----------------------  Followed Rev. Joseph

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                     The curiosity was obvious in her eyes,while she was entering the church, the church were full of people,and again the different perfumes of the roses, came from the the different ladies, while she was passing between their rows ,to sit on a seat ,where a girl about the twentieth years of her age, led them,her eyes were moving here and there ,as if to ask a questions, her questions were emotional, what was her feelings then ,.let us ask her eyes, those two pearls in her face,were moving towards the windows, the windows were about two meters width and four meters height , with colored glass, which allows a different colors of rises ,five of them were on her left hand, and the same number on her right hand ,A high place in front of her ,where the choir members were standing in three rows ,at the left side over the high place the rows of the men ,at the right side were the rows of the girls ,between them a little high table where some one standing, covering his face with his hands, praying in silence, he was sure the pastor of the church ,she also closed her eyes to pray in silence, she dismissed all her thoughts out of her mind, and began to contact her creator ,her keeper,her real father but her real continuous friend,his name is God of all ages,   A little minutes passed on,she opened her eyes to see,the face of the pastor,it seemed to be familiar,but she couldn't remember,who was he, he began to speak,also his voice was familiar but she couldn't distinguish it ,it was not a problem ,who was he ,she must listen carefully,using both by her mind ,and her heart ,to understand the word of the life,he was welcoming his audience, inviting them to the worship , giving a summary of the program,and welcoming the visitors of the church ,then the worship began ,    The sermon touched the heart of Miss "L" deeply,she forgot that she was a visitor, something made her felt that she was in a familiar church, with a familiar group of worshipers .   After the end of the worship ,she sat at her seat beside her friend Mme"C" ,waiting their chance to went out ,after the long rows of the worshipers,her friend told her that she might meet her son with his wife, after exiting from the church, in the out yard hall of the church ,the eyes of Miss "L" reflected some happiness ,with some comfort,but her friend knew what was in Miss"L"'s eyes and mind, therefor she added" but that is not the surprise"she said with a smiley face, Miss"L"'s eyes returned to reflect her different expectations, while the same girl who have led them to their seats, came to led them to the row of the outgoing worshipers,they moved slowly ,until they have reached to the pastor ,who was standing at the door ,to salute the worshipers one by one .   It was a big surprise ,while she was saluting the pastor, when the light smile of his face ,changed to astonishment, with a more high scale in his tone, to call Miss"L" by her name, without any need of Mme"C". it was a big surprise sure,.  She remembered his voice,and remembered his face, her weak eyes were not able to notice that in the church,his voice along the microphone was also different ,he was one of past members of their church where he  , Miss"L" and Mme"C" passed there time from the childhood to the adulthood ,thirty years ago.    He invited them to his office after some time ,with Mme"C"'s son and his wife .They accepted the invitation and exited to meet Mme "C"'s son and his wife---------------------    Followed Rev. Joseph

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            The day was passed as a dream , and effects in Miss "L"'s dreams, in spite of she remembered nothing about the informations, which were inside her dreams, it's the morning of the Lord's day, she might go to the church ."O God,thou art my God; early will I seek thee;my soul thirsts for thee, my flesh longs for thee in a dry and thirsty land, where no water no water is.   Psalms 63.1 " ,she waked up ,tidy her bed,went out of her room ,washed ,but during her washing, she heard the sound of Mme"C", talking to the chef ,to give him her orders in concern of the schedule ,of the eating  during the next week,. Therefore she directed her self to the kitchen , knocked the door, and entered to say good morning to both of them,and to ask Mme "C" about the church , Mme "C" smiled ,and told her that the church's bus would be in front of the house, after two hours, and asked her to be hurry ,to take her breakfast before that ,Miss"L" changed her clothes ,entered the hall to find Mme"S" waiting for her beside the table , they took their breakfast ,and went out from the fronted door ,to walk together along the rocky road, to reach to the main road ,in the front of the road of the palace,                                                                                                                                                                                           The road was empty of cars or people, some birds were flying up on the trees, the sun was yet under a light clouds, the Holy Bible of Miss "L" was in her hand, but the hands of Mme"C" were empty ,only the bag on her left shoulder, as the bag of Miss"L", while a sound of a far motor car came in,and reached their ears,it was the church's bus, The driver stopped the bus,saluted Mme"C" and her friend, welcomed them,they ascended and sat on the two attached seats,then, the bus moved .        Miss "L".turned her head toward the behind seats ,and count by her eyes the numbers of the people in the bus, and returned to watch the road, but her mind was busy, she was imagining the expected church ,as a small church, lied on a lonely place, like the palace of Mme"C", when Mme"C" interrupted her thoughts and asked her, "Why you took your private Bible with you , the church are full of Bibles ?" Miss "L" replayed her, that she used to carry her private Bible, from about thirty years, to put a line under the verses, which attracted her ,or the verses of the sermon, to return back to the house, to write the summary of the sermon ,with her comments ,Mme "C" shacked her head ,as to left a reflection of understanding ,for Miss"L"'s idea , but she also had her thoughts, in her mind., she told herself during she was thinking ,that perhaps this habit was because, Miss "L" was a daughter of a late pastor,.After a while she turned to Miss "L" and say "you will find a surprise waiting for you in the church","What surprise" Miss "L" asked in a hurry   "no',I will not till you now , if I told you,It will not be a surprise ,a pleasant surprise," she smiled gently while Miss "L" was thinking ,what will be  this surprise!!! while the buss were changing its fast ,to move slowly on the roads ,of the crowded town, to reach to the square, where a big church were lie, and stopped in the out yard of the church, where the bus driver stopped his bus , saying welcome to the people, who began to leave the bus, to enter the church,but the idea of a surprise, were in Miss"L"'s mind on her way to the door of the church.   ---------------------------------   follow Rev. Joseph                 

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           The usual protocol controlled the meal ,some welcoming expressions, in return of some words of conservative thanks .A small prayer by Miss "L",after a short time,the meal was over ,and they went to the office room, waiting for a fresh juice, to complete their talking,     It was a big room ,with many cupboards on your left hand ,and on your right hand ,the fronted doors of these cupboards made of glass, to make you see the book's shelves, you would have the feeling, that you were in a room ,of a library, inside any high school or university ,In the front of you, when you would enter the room,there were two windows ,between them a small balcony ,with a closed wooden door ,with many rectangles made of glass,similar to those in the two windows.Under the right window ,a huge office with a huge chair, that you could imagine an important man ,was sitting there.At the other side on your left hand ,two comfortable seats ,and a small glassy table, where Miss "L" and Mme"C" sat .Before them on the table, there were some photographs, they watched it in a hurry ,while the chef was waiting out side the door of the room,he knocked at the door and entered,carrying a try with some glasses of the fresh juice on it ,A few time passed with a fast glance by Miss"L"'s eyes to the books,because as she was a daughter of a pastor, she have respected the books ,and evaluated it habitually . Before they were in a tour inside the palace's rooms ,they passed some minutes ,closing their eyes and praying ,without any doubt Mme"C" was in need for it because the pictures in the photograph , might awaken her memories,How did the happy moments in our life, became painful, during some circumstances in the future!!!! What greatness is God's thinking to create the world and the human being,that every person is unique,but every person also have some needs to integrate with others.    Every room took a few time ,and then Mme"C' directed Miss "L",to the behind door of the palace ,and opened it before Miss "L",who entered first ,to stop ,She was standing,amazed,astonished by the sudden of the magical pretty scene ,which was before her .                  At the near distance ,there were a pool, a natural pool .The trees and  the herbs around it,did not allow to any person ,to observe it ,from a far distance,or guessed that there were a lovely pool ,it seemed as if ,the plants were more selfish than, you could imagine how the plants have kept every centimeter around the pool ,for their roots to grow ,side by side, in a strange narrow circle around the pool . The only open door to it ,were the rocky  flat area ,under the eight stairs of the palace, or the palace from the behind scene. Miss"L"'s eyes were gazed,you could read in her face a story of a person ,who was suddenly saw the Garden of Eden ,she stopped ,but after some time she descended the ladder, and walked some steps ,and gave her back to the pool, to watch the palace on its back ,It looked like a half  circle .In the floor under the stairs,there were huge rocks scattered ,one by one, the flate surface of it, became bright and flat, some small herbs have discovered places to catch with there roots the ground, in some mysterious places, under the rocks . In the meddle of the half circle, lies the balcony of the office .A rock was different than the other rocks, nearby the pool, because it was more higher than the ground ,So Miss "L" went to sat down on it , her body looks fainting, from the sudden ,but her eyes were talking about the comfortable joy ,which was in the deepest place inside her soul .    and followed       Rev. Joseph.

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        They were hungry for talking and listening,but if were there, sure,you would exclaimed, because you would think that ,if Miss"L"had the feeling of loneliness, because she was really lonely at her house,which was empty of human being,why did Mme"C" had the same feeling also,She felt of loneliness even she was really live with a group of people ? The answer for this question was observed during the tall talk, between the two friends.                                                                                                                                                                                                               Mme"C" told her friend how she felt loneliness after the death of her husband ,every body needs another person ,at the same standard of thinking , moral ,social,and attitudes to think with him . the chief,the old guard and his woman could not do that task never,.even her dear son ,could not do it, in spite of he has done a part of this task,but he also departed her.                                            It is the secret which is  behind every misery marriage or any failed company . The lost of the real understanding person                                                                                      So Mme"C" also felt loneliness   A long time passed, but both of them have felt it as a little moments,it was a little time according to their evaluation,because our evaluations ,depends on our senses our emotional feelings.Every person usually see his problem ,more than its real volume, because he feels it.   The time passed quickly, and the chief came to announce the time of the lunch, but ,before they descended the stairs, Miss "L" asked Mme"C' to allow her to see ,the scene of the nature from the window of the palace, Mme "C" agreed with some feeling, that she have mistaken ,to be selfish because she remembered her problems,but has forgotten to let Miss "L" to see her palace , therefore she admitted her to open the window,to see ,while she was intended to make with har a tour, inside the house and outside it after the lunch.                                               Miss "L"saw the sun in the middle of the sky ,the shadows became under the trees, the green hills became more bright ,under a nearby tree,Mme"V" was with her dog, her lovely dog,she was feeding him, near the dog of Mme "C", which he was also busy in eating his food ,it seemed that they will be friends afterwards.,the feeling of comfort filled her ,with the spirit of thanks to God, her eyes smiled, a lovely angelic smile, and returned to her friend smiling .So Mme "C" also smiled, How the joy could travel from one to another!!!                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        and they went downstairs, to the big hall , every one of them sat on her chair ,to face her friend.....................  and follows   Rev. Joseph

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              It was before the noon,the sun was still far, from the middle of the sky, it was just above the eastern green hill ,sending its rises to the western hills,the shadows was on the upper parts of the eastern hills ,and the yellow light rises on the front of the palace,also on the eastern part, but from the western side of the palace, a great area of shadows, began as the width of the western part ,and spread along a vast area ,towards the far western side,the smell of the green herbs of the morning, were still in the air,the rosy and violet colors of the autumn flowers, with the light brown rocky road ,and the different degrees of the brown painting color of the house ,composed a natural harmony ,consists of colors , lights and natural perfume .The shout of the dog added to that harmony the sound ,and stole the senses towards his site. It was a little cottage near the first step ,of the ladder of the house, his chain prevented him from ruining far away than a limited area ,his size was small ,but his sound was very loud,.The nature taught us that,the weaker,the smaller are the louder in voice, and the more active in movement .    Mme "C" was on the top of her palace's ladder,she descended the seven steps in an active manner, and walked for about 10 meters, to receive and salute her visitors,the chief ,who was in the kitchen came in. The old "V", the wife of the late guard, came from the behind,.The driver opened the door beside him, salute the lady ,and opened the door for Miss "L",who descended silently for one moment ,and moved quickly towards the lady to salute her, The chief hurried up to help the driver in carrying the baggages,when Miss "L" observed that ,she took her friend to the taxi ,and opened the door to carry her dog,her friend put her hand on his head lightly, lest he felt safe ,and ordered Mme "V' to took him behind with her, lest he became familiar to her dog ,the driver entered with them, because Mme "C' invited him to take his coffee,he was really in need for it , he sat with the chief for some moment and departed.. but Miss "L" and Mme"C" were upstairs ,drinking glasses of fresh juice,speaking to each other in a friendly manner, with a low voice    followed later    Rev. Joseph.

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      During the journey, few words came out of her mouth .but a great quantity of words, came out of her eyes, It is really that the man,is a thinking creature,BUT his thinking during his speaking, is less than his thinking during his silence,to stop talking, is to increase your thinking abilities, to think of what you have listened, and what you wish to listen, what you have said ,and what you must say.    Before languages ,the eyes not the tongues ,were the man's tools ,to express his thoughts to others,the actual deeds not the imagined project of the acts ,were his tools to express his present fact.  Her eyes were her clear window ,which showed you a great world of dreams,It was a long sight towards the far scene, beyond the nature, around her,to see a waked up dreams,where she saw herself during the childhood,with her friend "C" ,How did they compose a little group to decorate their class, how many girls followed them,at the end of the year,. how she was proud with her friend, while they were walking together, to receive the prize from her father's hands ,he was the attorney on behave of the owner ,as he was the pastor of the church, the church was the real owner of the school .In the school celebration ,the sounds of the clapped hands entered her inside ears,she felt of proud between the girls and their fathers and the mothers  with her teachers and the visitors.   .                                                                                                                                       A flood of thoughts came in, Her eyes were moving here and there, neglecting all the nature's scenes to what her special film ,out of her memory.Oh.,the school,the working group, the effecting work ,                                                                                   In a positive movement from her eyes with the great feeling of satisfaction ,towards the car's window ,she have expressed her wishes ,to create  a similar active work with her friend , but what it is ??                                                                                       A simple question from the driver awakened her,"Are there any dogs in the house which you want to visit ? "The driver asked. Oh,sure she replayed quickly without paying him attention,then she remained silent,         She tried to collect her thoughts again,but in vain,she memorized only what she have remembered, but she can not  design any project, to put it in her film[dreams],to reach to a rational end .therefor she delay it later to design it with the help of her friend .and returned to follow the road to her friend.     And we will complete it  latter Rev. Joseph

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          It was a joyful sound, of the clock, near her bed ,at down,She waked up quickly,washed,took her breakfast in a hurry, then returned to her baggages in the hall,counted them,tried to carry every baggage, as if she was testing its weight ,she tested their safety closed, one after another, The category paper ,was still on the table ,she returned to it with a quickly glance, and sat down .The feeling of satisfaction ,gave her eyes a reflection of comfort ,.but the shouts of the dog changed it to a smiley eyes .The dog was calibrating with his new chain , and urging her to open the door, to enjoy the outside vast world ,.her clothes were his pilot, to inform him ,about her decision to go out .  She opened the door, the dog went out hurried to visit ,every tree in her garden, while she was carrying the baggages,one after another, to put them beyond the gate of the garden, sometimes she was obliged to push it by her hands ,if it was so heavy.Then returned to the hall to ensure that every thing is O K. She closed her eyes in a small prayer,lest He[God} may lead her to achieve her dreams, to overcome the feeling of loneliness, and went out to close the door of the house, by the her keys  ,then went out to wait in the garden .  While she was trying to sit, on the seat near the gate ,a sound of a car was outside the gate, a knocked sound on the gate, then the driver of the taxi's voice came in . Immediately she opened the gate , saluted him ,and carried the dog, to put it under the back seat of the driver, while the driver was carrying some baggages of her, from inside the gate, to put them in the car bag, Miss"L" carried the rest of her light baggages, on the behind seat of the car,  with the dog who laid in the passage of the feet, under the behind seats, and closed the gate..  Then she returned to sit down beside the driver ,.the driver was out side the car to make a last check up glance for the outside scene of hie car ,.at last ,he open the door of the car and sat in his seat ,and began to drive.  It was not a long journey,it took less than one hour, to enter the town of her friend, and began to follow  the pilot signs, to reach to there purpose. At last they reached to a small palace, between some green hills ,along a short rocky entrance, the flowers of the autumn were scattering along the two sides of the entrance,  many trees were empty of leafs, but some of them have a green tops ,The dog of Mme C" felt their coming ,and shouted to urge Mme"c"to hurry ,out side of her house, to receive her visitor. followed    Rev. Joseph                            .

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The solution was inside her memory records,The dream was the royal window which enabled her to remember it. We need the dream to solve our problems, but we could not have a real suitable dreams ,without some stimulating objects, thanks to the gray sky, and the rains, which enabled her mind,to collect the data of the dream ,to find her friend out of her memory . We were then watching a different woman, with different eyes,clear, delighted and shined eyes, she looked like the live pearls, to create in her face, a new pretty look. She was writing her letter:- Dear C, I have received your letter just now, and remembered our old friendship during our childhood, wishing to restore our past happiness, our innocent dreams, I observed that your letter replayed my letter, which I have sent before yesterday, therefore, I guessed that my letter,which I write it now ,will reach you tomorrow,therefore I have decided to travel to you,after tomorrow. yours truly L She finished her letter,put the stamp on the envelope ,wrote the name and address ,and wrote a new paper, it was a category of something to buy, some tasks to finish, before her departure,she changed her clothes ,went out of her house with her dog outside the gate,her bag was on her left shoulder, but the letter and the paper were in her left hand, not in her bag ,she walked as if she was running, you would think that she became a little girl , and vanished as far as our eyes watched her shape ,after two hours she returned by a taxi,and stopped beyond the gate,some packages in her hands, the others were carried by the taxi driver, it seemed that a special agreement was held between them, because he saluted her by saying "after tomorrow at seven o'clock in the morning ". Again she have returned to the hall, she opened the paper on the table ,and entered some rooms came with many big empty bags , and began to clean them,and put something in one bag.then she returned to the paper,and sat on the chair for some time ,and entered room to get something in her hands to add it to the last one in the bag, many hours passed, most of the time she was sitting and thinking but sometimes the sense of the passed the times of our life during the process of thinking or dreaming, a waked up dreams, it passed quickly ,therefore she was eating from time to time some biscuits, because there was no time for eating more, her eyes were searching sometimes ,about something ,or smiling, Her waked up dreams, satisfied her hunger for happiness,and her expectations to the expecting happiness, completed her satisfaction Followed Rev. Joseph

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                     Day after another, the silence remained in the house of Miss L,From time to time,she used her voice in singing, or dealing with the merchants arguing them,or her dog ,or speaking loudly to God,many times to offer him thanks ,but sometimes to claim her problems, therefore she used to go to the church every week in order to find some people and families,if you went there you would find her near the door, at the last row of the church's disks, to be the first one who leave the church, to be able to salute every member of the church, you could test her by just asking her about her health. You will find then, a continuous reports ,about her last headache 10 days ago ,and she would change the subject, to tell you about the cold weather, and its diseases, if you were decent and gentile, able to keep your smiling welcoming face, perhaps she would finish her speaking, to tell you about the health of her dog ,what would stop her ,might be the departure of all the people of the church to their homes or their different purposes .  Oh,how poor was Miss L,the brightness have left her pretty eyes,instead ,you feel that the depression have lived in a deep place inside her eyes. But when the dog shouted loudly,she left every thing in a fast movement ,and went to the window,it was the post man beyond the gate of the garden shouting.   In a hurry touch she touched her robe, her hair as if to repair something, we did not know what was it, and walked as if she was running , the delighted eyes returned again ,as if it have been just reached ,from a far journey, with a welcoming smile, she saluted the post man ,thanked him,received her letter, and returned ,At the rocky entrance she was opening the letter while she reached the hall she began to read .
Dear L ,                                                                                                                                
         I had been very hesitated, before your letter,to write to you,You have encouraged me much, by your letter,because my life now ,as a lonely woman ,leads me to the depression,I hope you can find sometime, to come to pass our time together,to think about a journey, or something else to do,please replay me and do not apologize                                                                                                                          
.yours truly  C                                                                                                            
 The pretty smile returned, The activity restored, The life began to lead her, while she was writing a letter to replay her friend .      followed                            Rev. Joseph